I just love this time of year... a time to consciously open to the Spirit of Christmas within... the spirit of Love, Joy, Peace and Harmony. A time to open our hearts to the infinite Love all around us, and give our thanks and gratitude to Mother Earth and the Cosmic Heart of all Creation... which is you !
Over the Christmas / New Year break, I love to spend this time reflecting on the year just passed, the wisdoms gained and the forthcoming year ahead. What a delicious time to reflect, review and regroup your energy in preparation for a fresh new journey in 2009.
So what did 2008 hold for you ? For me it was a huge year of change and releasing some old outmoded beliefs that weren't serving my higher self. What a journey it has been as I have chosen to be more of my authentic self, and really move through many of my fears and self-worth issues.
As I really challenged some painful areas of my life and acknowledged my role in creating those hardships, and then simply gave those illusionary perceptions love, I have watched all areas of my life blossom as I approach the end of 2008.
As I sit here reflecting on the year that was, a deep sense of peace, satisfaction, fulfilment in my relationships and love of self brings tears to my eyes, as I can really say for the first time in my 41 years on Earth that I LOVE MYSELF ! These aren’t just words, or an affirmation to make myself feel good, this is a LOVE energy which represents the core of what we are made of, the essence of Creation itself. I AM LOVE !!!!
In particular, the last few years of my life have been quite transformational and it has been an honour to be of Service. However on a personal level there were still areas in my life that were out of balance and not flowing in harmony… as many unconscious beliefs were literally corrupting and playing out realities that were not in alignment with my higher purpose.
The release this year of my advanced Crystal Light Healing level IV Course – The Divine Emanations was the key to moving into more of my authentic self. I have been working with the material in this workshop for many years, but needed to confront some of my own beliefs/fears first in order to gift this to others. And of course, as ‘push comes to shove’ the Universe brought my way some cracker lessons throughout 2008 to bring these unconscious beliefs to the fore and then use the CLH IV tools to re-weave new beliefs into my holographic field of consciousness.
Some of the lessons this year have been quite painful and were very difficult to work through at the time and there are a few people who are now no longer in my life. Conversely other lessons have been beautiful, heart warming and blissful experiences. And people that I call angels have come into my life and been the Messengers of Miracles. ! So in reflection these highs and lows simply represent the polarities of energy, the ups and the downs… and together these experiences have all helped me to grow, blossom and bring peace from within. For that I feel much Gratitude in my Heart, and honour each and every experience for what it was.. simply an experience here on Earth !
As I look out into the wider community at this time I am also seeing the ‘highs and lows’ playing out in the Global Arena… and again these are all just experiences. It is just our beliefs (conscious or unconscious) that gives a ‘positive’ or ‘negative’ slant to what is happening in the world.
One can see the ‘Global Financial Crisis’ and retreat in fear as the media fuelled depression hits the world economy giving fuel to doom, gloom, pain and despair.
On the other polarity, one can see the destruction of old power structures that have raped and pillaged the Earth for centuries creating social hierarchys and contributed to war, genocide, famine and poverty.
Interesting that 1% of the worlds population controls 80% of the worlds resources… and when that 1% asset base devalues by over 25% we are in a ‘Global Financial Crisis’.
Consider this, the bottom 50% of the worlds population only owns 1% of the worlds wealth. Here is the real state of a World that has been in Crisis and singing out for help for many years:
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